Move On Baby!

 

Many of my followers may realize that I have not been updating my blog as frequent as I used to be. Not because I’m lazy but is just that I’m going through an important cycle of my life – IVF!

I’m 41 this year and doctor has warned me that my chance of having a baby will only be 5%. But even though with this tiny percentage, my husband and I decided to go ahead with the program.

Taking this treatment is like taking a roller coaster ride, mentally and physically. Due to this treatment, I have taken many medical and urgent leaves and that have annoyed my boss quite a bit. I felt like a sick chicken every afternoon due to the pre-scripted drug. I will encounter serious dizzy spell, which is similar to sedation and I need to lay down either on bed (at home) or sofa (in the office) for 15 minutes or up to 1 hour.

Finally everything is over now and the result was negative. I was disheartening and disappointed. But I know I need to face the truth. Life still need to go on.

I have a good cry on the first 2 days after the result. My eyes were badly swollen and puffy. My skin was dehydrated and loss of radiance. I lost my appetite and interest in any other things (including blogging).

Any alternative options? Till now, I’m not too sure if I want to go through that (IVF) again. How about adoption? That will be my last option. Well, lets the nature take its course I believe!

But I know one thing I really need now is a break to recuperate my mind and body. We’re going to Taiwan on 5th to 9th Aug. It was a hush-hush planning for us.

At the bottom of my heart, I really hope my dream will come true one day.

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3 Comments on "Move On Baby!"

  1. siqi says:

    Hi dear, dun get too disheartened. A miracle will happen, just dun give up =)
    Jia You!!!!

  2. Sin Yee says:

    chanced upon your blog…. good luck!

  3. Shirleen says:

    Thanks so much gals, I need these blessing…I will not give up!

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